Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves.
–Rainer Maria Rilke
We carry problems and discrepancies within us, quandaries that are not easily answered – and we have bigger questions about life and the world. Why did I act as I did in my younger years? Can my life partnership be happy again? How should I handle a secret that I carry? What is this thing we call Higher Power and God?
We are on a journey and, in some ways, this journey is a quest for answers. The questions give energy and direction to our seeking. We cannot expect to get quick or easy answers. And some questions will always remain just that: questions. But we can learn to be patient with ourselves, tolerant of our incompleteness, and always curious about how it will all turn out.
Today I will practice patience with myself and embrace my unsolved questions as crucial elements in my quest.
In sobriety, I have learned that I don’t need to know the answers. I am only in control of my own actions today. I am powerless over other people, places, and things. I am powerless over the outcome. I have power over my own actions. Therefore, I pray and meditate on a daily basis, ask for feedback and direction from friends and my Higher Power, then I surrender and let things play out. Everything always works out the way it’s supposed to. Living life and being on this journey is much more enjoyable when I surrender and let things play out.